My name is sarita born and grew up in south Trinidad, i am 23 years of age. When i was 16 my parents stopped from going to school to marry a man who was twice my age, i was forced into marrying him. I never got the chance to have a proper childhood, education or a loving family, mainly because my family were always drinking alcohol. Being married at 16 i didn't what to do because who gets married at 16 anyhow. My relationship with my husband at said time was unpleasant, i was a victim of domestic abuse, i was broken inside i had no one to turn to not even my own parents. I got a divorced a few years later, i told myself i was free from his abuse but what lied ahead was worst. I managed to move back home but knowing my family i won't be able to stay there long. During that period my brother got sick while visiting him at the hospital i met a guy, he was a total gentleman we started to talk more an more , we went on a few dates and everything was great. He asked me to move in with him because he was single and had his own house, so knowing i would be kicked out very soon by my family i accepted his proposal to move in with him, at that time i thought it was a good idea. We were happy I told myself that this time i found true happiness, after a year so things started to change, he started to drink more often, when he comes home I get blamed for things that wasn't even my fault, so much of hate full and hurtful things were said. I cried most nights because I couldn't believe i made the same mistake twice because all i wanted is to be happy. I tried to kill myself multiple times because the stress became to much. So i decided to talk to my parents, explain the situation and see if they would help. I was told that i cant come back home to live and i look for that, the things my parents told me hurted me so i had no choice to go back to a abusive relationship, as i write this message i am at home because i am a prisoner in this house, i can not leave the house because if i do i can not return. I am not even allowed to work, i am a slave, cook clean. I want to be able to move out rent and apartment temporary and hopefully build a small house use for me. I need HELP.