Hello. Im diagnosed with ASD, PDD and GAD. Im having a hard time saving to sort out these issues i have with flood and also clearing off a debt, just a help out. Medical stuff and bills just take everything from me. I have other health issues I cant see about as I put my daughter first before my ownself. My house, I know will never finish, so im not studying that again, I just want to clear off my debts first. Thanks in advanced for any help. If my mental health gets worse, ill close this fund thingy so as to not waste anyone's time if I have to leave this world. Sorry/Thanks I guess.

If anyone wants to contact me, 786-0453 you can. Im really seriously thinking to just end everything and let the benefits help my family and it will be less weight off their shoulders as I wont be around....I just dont knpw what to do again....please dont call me saying its gets better or see a so and so, ive done all that and for 15 years im really thinking about it.